This is the place I am in sacred ceremony with the bloodline running through my veins.
The difference between an experience that can destroy you and one that can transform you lies in your choice.
An introduction:
By the age of 38, I had come face-to-face with a series of events that changed the course of my life forever. My mother’s sudden death coupled with both my brother’s tragic death, and my sister’s suicide, had become the most potent elixir that would crack me wide open.
The experiences I’ve gone through have been a deep initiation into the gifts I hold as a medicine woman, not just for myself, but the bloodline running through my veins — past, present and future. Acknowledging and choosing to work with these gifts are crucial to the partnership with my brother and sister through the veil. Although this has been an incredibly difficult path, I understand that I was internally built for the role I stand in.
I not only carry the responsibility of being the sole bearer of children in our family but now stand as the last matriarch—my two sons standing as the sole successors to our family's legacy and story.
My name is, Jen Leone, and I AM permission and a mirror of radical liberation, while my life is a reflection and expression of this truth.
Jesse, Aimee, and I — circa 1985
This is a sacred space.
Everything on this site is sacred. I share from own embodied experience all that calls to be witnessed, alchemized and transformed. The reason I allow my process and journey, along with the stories of my family to be visible, is far greater than us — far greater than this bloodline.
Poet Rumi said it most beautifully — “You are not a drop in the ocean, you are the ocean in a drop”, and I’ve been taken to a place of deep awareness understanding how my sovereign choice has, and will, continue to ripple out causing effect and change, not just within me, but within the whole. As above so below.
We are all connected.
My intention for this place is to serve as a potent mirror for anyone who chooses to stand in front and look in. A place where incredible courage, sovereign choice, and vulnerability are continuously forged in order to serve the medicine that transmits through.
Nothing real can ever be threatened, and the uncovering and transmission of truth is the natural outcome of shining one’s light in the dark and hidden places.
I am a light weaver.
In the intricate tapestry of a family, there are threads woven through each generation. One of the most profound is the energetic transmission of trauma—the silent legacy, often full of secrets and things left unspoken and not addressed, seeping down the bloodline.
I stand as a sovereign alchemist, intimately connected through the veil and in partnership with my lineage. Together, we are weaving a new tapestry. Not only for myself and my two sons, but for the generations preceding us and those yet to come.
This is the work I came here to do.
The Letters
When you read these letters, you're making the choice to embark on an intimate journey with not just me, but with my brother and sister. You'll bear witness to the profound connection we share in this lifetime.
If you're just getting acquainted with my body of work, beginning with the Dear Jesse My Brother (2014-2019) letters will provide you with a solid foundation of context for many significant experiences, both of my brother Jesse, my family, and myself. While I recommend to read the letters in numerical order, the context within each letter doesn't follow a strictly linear perspective, much like the healing and transformation process.
Dear Jesse My Brother, Dear Aimee My Sister (2023-present)
After my sister’s suicide in December 2019, I had been pulled deep into an initiation. Everything I have experienced and gone through during this time has called to be witnessed. It’s time for the movement and it is the movement that changes matter.
Dear Jesse My Brother (2014-2019)
From 2014 to 2019 I publicly wrote letters (Dear Jesse My Brother) to assist processing my brother’s alleged suicide, and the immense grief left for my sister, father and I to sort through. During these 5 years, I was taken on a journey deep inside myself in a way I had never experienced before.
Audio Journey
Join me on an intimate journey as I give voice to the experiences, emotions, and questions surrounding the events that changed my family forever. Through honest conversations and deep reflections, I explore the truth behind our family’s history, the deaths, and my personal journey with all of it. Using candid storytelling, heartfelt introspection, and conversations with others who knew my family, I aim to bring light the things that have been left unspoken.
Recent Podcast Interviews
