Letter 4

Dear Jesse my brother, dear Aimee my sister,

I’ve been internally unsettled for quite some time. The ever-present confrontation of how things have played out for you both will not let me just go on.

I’ve been pondering on our connection today and the continued energetic presence of you both.

I’ve been understanding on a deeper level how even from a human biological point of view, we could never be disconnected even if you’re no longer in your physical body.

It’s in our blood.

Not only did us three grow in the same womb, but the unique mixture given to each of us comes from the same place — our father, our mother, and every ancestor in our lineage before them. Although us three were unique individuals and expressions of DNA genes, there is an unbreakable connection that no person could ever disconnect — no matter how hard they tried.

Whether or not someone is attuned to this truth makes the difference.

I know this is one reason why I can still feel you both and communicate with you in a way that is only recognizable to us. I share this not just as an awareness, but as encouragement to anyone who has experienced the physical death of family. How it shows up is unique for each person and the connection they had with the family member who has transitioned. The knowing comes from embodied experience.

Since you both physically died, I feel as though I have been preparing the foundation for an unearthing. I can see it in my minds eye, a person powerfully emerging up out from the earth, dark soil falling off every part of them as they now stand illuminated in the sun.

There have been things energetically buried in both of your deaths, not just by you, but by other, and they are now ready to come to the surface.

What happened in secret is still vibrating…Although the physical expression of you ended, your stories have not.

Your soul continues in the energetic realm.

As I stand in my body we bridge the physical and non-physical — together.

I love you both.